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rogue. ([personal profile] theycalledmeacurse) wrote in [community profile] fateandfortune2016-03-28 11:23 pm

Just a kid from Brooklyn. [For Steve Rogers]

Three months. That's all the longer Rogue had been in this world that wasn't hers, trying to scrape together a life out of nothing. She'd barely made a decent start of it when the world had tried to end on her with the Battle of New York. The city had been in chaos, was still trying to pick up the pieces two months later, and Rogue did all she could to help in her own way. In a small way.

Sure, there had been a few times she'd been tempted during the battle to run out into the thick of things and become her old self. Join the superheroes who had taken charge of the situation. But in the end she'd stayed back, because the reality was that without someone to borrow an active power from, she was just another normal person, and normal people just got others killed in fights like that.

In the weeks that followed the Battle, she'd taken to volunteering whenever she wasn't working. She'd joined an organization that worked with the elderly in various capacities, and they sent her where she was needed. Sometimes it was a nursing home to visit with the ones who didn't have families or who had simply been forgotten, sometimes to the retirement communities that put on events and could always use a few extra hands. Those were her big plans that Sunday - a party at a residential community, complete with cake, punch, music, and streamers. Lots of streamers. They'd really done the place up for the 4th of July holiday, which wasn't technically until Wednesday, with red, white, and blue all over the common room. It had taken hours for Rogue and a few others to get the decorations up and everything ready, but the smiles on the residents' faces as they were shepherded in by a fresh set of volunteers made every second worth it.

Laughing as goofy Mr. Samuels swept Mrs. Hawkins into something almost resembling a waltz, Rogue continued spooning out strawberries onto the whipped cream on top of the line of shortcakes. It felt strange to not be wearing gloves, even after months of having decent control over her mutation, but she'd still chosen a blue dress with long sleeves for the occasion. A simple dress, with sensible heels, so the sticker nametag reading "Marie" didn't look too terribly out of place.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Steve was prepared to tell Natasha she could mind her own business and tell Tony to do the same - when Marie stuck out her hand, squeezing his arm and if he hadn't already experienced his life flashing before his eyes during the plane crash, he would've sworn that's what was happening to him now.

His girlfriend. It was exhilarating to hear her say that - and yet, it couldn't have been any worse timing on it. Steve hung his head in defeat. Christ on a cross, he was never gonna hear the end of this from Natasha.

Natasha arched an inquisitive eyebrow, seeming a little nonplussed at the information, as much as the straightforward way it was delivered. Still, she had a role to maintain. She reached out and shook Marie's hand, smiling again, more like a cat that caught the canary. "Natasha Romanov. It's a delight to meet you as well. Steve kept telling me he wasn't interested in dating yet. Apparently you changed his mind." It was a dig as much at Steve's reticence on the matter as much as it was at Marie; the 'yet' was added to see how much she knew about Steve. She was also curious on just what it was about this Marie that had made Steve decide to take the plunge into dating.

"That's enough, Natasha." He'd watched the footage of her speaking with Loki, knew how she could hold what seemed to be a perfectly innocent conversation, and at the end of it have all the knowledge she'd wanted, with her subject not even realizing what had happened.

"Steve's very protective about the people he cares about." Natasha couldn't stop herself from getting the dig in - especially if this were a new relationship, which it had to be; no one had ever seen this woman before, and it had barely been two weeks since she'd last spoken to him and Steve had been obstinate about not wanting to date anybody yet.

Unless... Unless they'd already been dating, and he just hadn't wanted to tell her. Natasha dismissed the idea, though; Steve was a lousy liar, and she would've picked up on any evasions or false fronts he'd tried to put up. No, the last she'd seen him, he'd genuinely seemed determined to wallow in grief for the foreseeable future.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Of course it wasn't that he didn't trust Rogue. Maybe he shouldn't after such a brief period of knowing her, but this whole thing between them was a whirlwind, and Steve had stopped trying to talk himself out of his gut feeling. His intuition had never steered him wrong; it was only when he ignored it that he found himself in real trouble.

It wasn't even that he didn't trust Natasha, really. He'd trusted her with his life; he'd trusted her word, no hesitation, when she'd indicated that Barton was alright to join the Battle, after having been compromised and on enemy lines until then. It wasn't her loyalty as a teammate he didn't trust - it was the shit he was going to receive from her as a friend that he didn't want to have to deal with. And when this inevitably got back to Tony...

They'd been dating less than half a day. He was still coming to terms with the fact that they were definitively dating; he hadn't had a chance to contemplate introducing her to his friends. Call him selfish, but he kind of wanted her all to himself, for a while. At least until their relationship had evened out a little bit from the high of finding someone who seemed to fit so perfectly with them. He wanted to learn all about her, before his friends learned all about her. It was definitely selfish, but he'd never claimed to be otherwise. He wasn't trying to hide her, though. He wanted everyone to know about her. Just...not yet.

Trying to suppress a sigh of resignation, Steve quirked a smile and tilted his head toward Rogue. "Yeah. What she said." He couldn't help getting a dig of his own in, though, and glanced at Marie as he said, "Natasha is the one I was telling you about, who keeps trying to set me up on dates."

Natasha rolled her eyes. "Two. Two dates, very lovely girls. Although I must say, Rogers," she grinned a little mischievously, "I hadn't realized you had such good taste, or I would've left you alone." It was a huge lie; Natasha lived to meddle, but she did like what she saw from this Marie. She knew how to hold her own, and the fire in her eyes as she'd responded hadn't gone unnoticed; she was willing to be friendly at the moment, but something in her bearing told Natasha she wasn't one to mess with lightly.

Steve really had no idea what he was getting into. And she wasn't about to tell him. It would do the Captain good to have a spitfire girl on his arm - literally, and wasn't that just Steve to a T. Maybe Marie could draw him out where his teammates had been unable to. She'd keep an eye on things, but for now, she decided she could probably back off. At least some.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yes, Natasha thought, she did like this woman. She smirked at the compliment to Steve's smile, and his accompanying blush; the expression blossomed into surprised amusement when Marie kissed his shoulder, and Steve turned to look at her with an absolutely adoring, stupidly lovesick expression on his face.

Jesus, it was sickening just looking at them like this. Natasha shook her head; she'd gathered enough intel to be sure Steve was alright, for the moment, so she decided it was time to take her leave, and let them get back to whatever tooth-rottingly sweet thing they'd been up to before.

"Stark just wanted to make sure everything was alright, that you hadn't been replaced with a pod-person, or something. He doesn't seem to believe you can get any action." She watched Marie, looking for any signs that she didn't understand just who 'Captain Rogers' really was. But it appeared he'd come clean with her, which was interesting, as he'd been trying to get back in the world by being anonymous. And yet within two weeks of speaking, he'd met and begun dating a girl who knew who he was, and didn't really seem to care.

She shrugged, catching Marie's eye and smirking again; it was a smirk of female camaraderie, a sharing of the thought Yes, Captain America is gorgeous, and can get anyone he wants.

"I knew it," Steve muttered under his breath, rolling his eyes in exasperation. To Natasha, he said, "Yes, I'm fine, and whatever a pod-person is - and I can hazard a guess - no, I am not one."

Natasha nodded. "Got it. See you around." She added to Marie, "we really should get together sometime, compare notes. I'd love to know what Steve's like when he lets his hair down."
on_ur_left: ([tws] hey no wait! what?!)

[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 04:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve couldn't help sending another smile her way. He opened his mouth, automatically ready to reassure her, again - but then realized she might be on the same wavelength as he was, at least somewhat - she was giving them a few weeks together, at least, before anyone came to bother them. His mouth shut with a snap.

Natasha, of course, noticed, and quirked an eyebrow. "Hmm. A few weeks, got it. Hopefully you've gotten some of it out of your system by then." She had no doubt they'd still be together - unless Marie called it off, which wasn't unreasonable, of course - but Steve was clearly in it for the long-haul, already. From what she knew of him, once he'd decided on something, he never gave up, and he never went by halves. And he'd decided on Marie.

She turned and began to walk away, with Steve calling after her, "No. She's my girlfriend, not yours!" Natasha raised her hand and waved over her shoulder without looking back. Steve raised his voice. "And tell Tony to keep his nose out of my business, or it's liable to get cut off!"

He turned to Rogue, and said (only half-jokingly), "I have horrible, insane friends. Please don't feel obligated to associate with them. Ever. They'll just suck you into the crazy, too." He wasn't sure what it said about him, that he seemed to attract the kind of eccentric people who seemed bent on driving him insane. Marie was by far the sanest person he'd ever met in this new era - and she was literally from a different world.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Hearing her laughter made Steve grin, and even huff a few chuckles himself. "Yeah, okay." He admitted it sounded like she did probably know her way around crazy. "I'm just saying: they're great people, but sometimes I like not having to deal with crazy, that's all. I'd rather deal with you, any day."
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve shook his head. "No. No, I don't care what kind of crazy is going on with you, I promise, it does not compare to a Stark genius on too little sleep, too much caffeine, in the middle of an inventing bender. It's like Speedy Gonzalez and Wile E. Coyote had a love child.

"I can handle crazy," he continued in a softer tone, leaning down to press his forehead against hers. "I can handle your crazy. I'm not perfect either, y'know. My issues are numerous and sundry." He leaned in and kissed her, soft and sweet.

In all honesty, Steve didn't know how he would deal with her issues, either. He didn't know what all they were, yet. But he knew he could, and would, tackle it when the time came. He wanted to be with her, and he'd do whatever he had to to see that through.

His worst fear, though, was having a bad day, and taking it out on her. He'd already yelled at her on Sunday, for something she hadn't meant to do, and he was afraid some day, he wouldn't be able to hold his temper in check, even as poorly as he had then.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-01 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Steve wanted all the little moments; a lifetime of little moments with her wouldn't be enough for him. The bad times would come. He wanted to have enough happy moments to combat them with.

"Y'know," he murmured, leaning in close, but not kissing her again, "there used to be a time, someone called me adorable and I'd call them out to the street. You wanna fight, Marie?" He pressed in a little further, forcing her back a step, his hands finding her hips to make sure she didn't stumble.

"You wanna find out just how adorable I am?" He continued to murmur, enjoying the lazy teasing and ease of it all. He didn't want to have to worry about what would inevitably come. He wanted to just enjoy this, right here and now. "Come on, kid. I can take you." He couldn't quite hold back the smile threatening his face, wondering how she'd react. He loved her reactions, to everything. He hoped he never stopped being surprised and delighted by her.



[I'm never sure how much someone will let me manhandle their character. Steve's stronger than Rogue, so he can push her back even if she resists. Let me know if this isn't okay though, I can change it.]
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-02 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
Well...that hadn't actually been the response he'd been expecting. Steve couldn't say he was disappointed by it, though. He'd never had the chance to just be playful with someone he was involved with (he'd never had the chance to get this involved with anyone, before), so there was a learning curve. But if this was the result... well, he wasn't complaining.

Maybe he should be trying to slow things down, pull away and cool off; they were in the middle of the park, after all. But their clothes were still on, and while he'd wrapped his hands around Marie to hold her flush against him, they were still clearly on top of her clothes, he wasn't putting them anywhere inappropriate... The thought made him tighten his arms around her, though. Imagining touching her, skin to skin, being close to her in the most intimate way possible...

Somehow, that thought broke through his lust a little, and Steve managed to slow the kiss down, before pulling away reluctantly. Panting, he pressed his forehead to hers - unable to resist stealing a quick kiss or two while his mind sorted through his jumbled thoughts. He'd been processing all that she'd told him about her past, and her powers, in the back of his mind, and now certain things were starting to get questioned. Questions of logistics and specifics, more than anything.

"Wait, wait," he huffed. "I have... well, a question, that might kinda kill the mood, but..." He cleared his throat. "This is... I mean..." God, he couldn't think straight. He wanted to be delicate, but he couldn't really beat around the bush with his questions. "Your powers... You couldn't touch anyone, before, so, how did you... Have you ever, actually..."

There was something taboo-feeling about frankly discussing sex with her. If that was the case, he wasn't sure how he'd manage to have it, but for now, he'd have to muddle through the conversation. He'd like to hope for a minimum of blushing, but wasn't holding out much hope.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-02 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
God. He kind of wanted to know what she meant by 'creative,' but he also really didn't. He pressed his forehead harder against hers for a second, squeezing his eyes shut, then huffed out a laugh, that wasn't all that amused. "Well. That makes one of us. I haven't... I never really got the chance, before. First no one woulda had me, and then the War, there wasn't really any time to think about it. Plus, I kinda expected..."

Steve drew in a deep breath. He could say this. And he had to say it coherently, so Rogue would understand what he meant. "I figured, when it was all over, I'd be with Peggy, and there'd be time to figure all that out. I didn't wanna just have a quick tumble with a friendly pro skirt, like some of the other boys."

He finally decided to fall back on the euphemism he'd enjoyed the most, back then, and still thought of fondly. "I gotta find the right partner, before I wanna dance. And I really wanna dance with you. Literally and metaphorically." He couldn't stop the sheepish grin that covered his face; he knew he was being a little ridiculous, but he didn't care.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-02 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
He was both pleased, and embarrassed when she started using the dancing analogy as well. Did she think he couldn't even listen to talk about sex without it being couched in vague terms and euphemisms? He had to admit that it made it easier for him, though. One day, he'd be able to talk about it openly with her. He hoped.

Pulling her into a hug, Steve buried his face in her hair, feeling more content and at peace than he thought he'd ever been, more than he thought possible. "I have no idea what I did to deserve you." Privately, he thought the answer was Nothing. You're never gonna do anything to deserve this woman. But you can keep trying, anyway.

From a distance away, Steve suddenly heard someone holler "No sex in the park! Totally illegal, man!"

Steve pulled back, annoyed. He turned around, unerringly spotting the guy, probably not even out of his teens, and shouted back on instinct, "It's called a hug, jackass! What kinda sex are you havin'?!"

Oh, sure. Couldn't have an open, legitimate conversation with the gal he was planning on sleeping with, but he could turn into a total New Yorker and start shouting abuse at a total stranger about it.
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-02 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
At the tug on his arm, the jerk was immediately dismissed from Steve's mind. He had more important things to focus on, anyway. Like listening to Rogue laugh at him. He smiled and nodded in agreement. "Sounds like a plan."

That reminded him, though. "You know, we were actually supposed to discuss plans for tomorrow. Things kinda...got in the way." Thinking about the tentative plans they'd made Sunday (which felt like a lifetime ago, now), he thought they'd probably, inevitably, wind up back in his apartment. He should feel worse about that, the fact this was barely their first date, and he was already expecting to sleep with her.

But it was obvious how they both felt, and it just felt right, so why fight or delay it, just for propriety's sake?
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[personal profile] on_ur_left 2016-06-02 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Sighing in exasperation, Steve asked, "Exactly how cheesy would it be if I said as long as I'm with you, it'll be perfect?" He knew he sounded like a gigantic sap. He was comfortable enough with Rogue now to not care. Well, he cared a little, but not enough to keep censoring himself.

Not knowing any of her plans, but guessing she might become elaborate if he didn't speak up, Steve replied, "How about... we go for a picnic. A late lunch, around 2?" He didn't need anything fancy, and he didn't want to sit cooped up somewhere, either. This way, they'd be out in the open, which served a dual purpose, as it seemed to be about the only thing stopping them at this point from jumping each other. Plus, he loved the way she looked in the sun, her hair glinting chestnut and lily-white, her face gorgeous and picture perfect. He wanted to draw her; he could sit for hours and just look at her, trying to capture her on paper. He already knew he'd never succeed, but he would love trying, over and over again.

"We can go up to the roof of mine to watch the fireworks in the evening," he continued. "And then we can...go back downstairs, for a while. If you want." Knowing they were going to sleep together, and coming right out and saying it were apparently still two different things in his head. And while they were clearly headed in that direction - at break-neck speed - he never wanted to take the choice away from her. Yes, he wanted to make love with her - desperately, all right? - but he'd never pressure her into it, or assume that just because it was that way now, things wouldn't change. Clearly, things could change very rapidly between them.

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